just life

So my life? Well it's actually pretty great! I love my family and I love my friends! School is tough but that's school right? And boys? But I'm not the type that writes about her love life on the internet! Well one boy to be exact! Everything is pretty good when you shine the light on it! When you leave things in the dark, that's when they seem bad. I don't always stay calm, and I do have anxiety problems but no ones perfect! I am not in the position to say what I want to be when I grow up because I thought I wanted to be a nurse but it turns out that's not what I so I'm once again looking into an English major! I love music and I am in colorgaurd at Davis High School! I'm really close to my family, I love my cousin's more then air and I lokk up to my grandparents! All of my aunts and uncles are really succusful! My parents are pretty amazing, I mean they have me! My brother is becoming a grown up which I am not liking very much! Mainly because I still remember getting into trouble with him and knowing he would always bail me out! Now he's leaving me with my parents! Can you believe him? Neither can I!
My friends understand me, I am not normal! But they love me the way I am! Manda has it the worse! She is with me almost every second of the day! I'm surprised she hasn't lost it yet! Jake is probably next, he has to listen to me complain about my life and he always reminds me of what i have! Then Brandon next (a.k.a the boy) even though we go to different schools we are still close and i wouldn't hesitate in calling him my best friend(That's how it always starts huh?), he makes me laugh when I'm mad and he understands me when even I know I'm not making sense! Yeah I know how lucky I am so don't tell me!
So that's about it, I'm a loud yet quiet girl, I'm random and organized, I love to laugh and yet enjoy a good cry every now and then! Yeah that's me! I don't make sense!